I feel like Day 2 (Esther) and Day 3 (Josh) were God's way to lead to me to the healing I needed in the last 5 years.
I was talking with Josh the other day and he mentioned to me that the smile that he sees on my face and how I carry myself is so different than when we first met. He further explained that the person he met over 2 years ago was a little broken who was still healing from some deep hurt but refused to let that stop her from growing. To hear this, it filled me with such gratitude because I never thought that I'd get to this place. It hasn't been an easy road but I knew in the long run after going through the healing process that it would be all worth working through all the pain.
No longer do I feel like the anxious mess I felt held captive by deep inside. Instead, I feel far more at peace and relaxed even when things seem difficult. Today, I can reflect on everything I've been through and pinpoint instances and the people in my life where God used what He has taught me through those trials. Through these trials, God has made me into a better daughter, sister, wife, friend, and soon a mom.
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